need 2 stop blogging past 9pm

slightly less depressing blog whaaaat?????

anyway i managed to FINALLY convince my yearhead that the school jumpers make me want to tear my skin off and for her to allow me to not wear it today so now i get to rub it in the teacher of my study class that Actually Sir... i am allowed break the rules, i have permission so SUCK my balls. accept the last part, wish i could leave that in cus hes a total bellend n i hate him but eh, getting to wear my jacket in a freezing cold, uninsulated classroom is good enough

i might end up going to my doctor again and asking to get refered for a ADD assessment along side the ASD one im on already, maybe 14 year old me was on to something after all, its 100% ASD yeah but like id like to get the right diagnosis...es the first time rather than the second or... tenth...

OH YEAH the guy i mentioned b4 in my last sad ass blog post, i recommended WAR by EVABOY to him n he really liked it, sm that he said it was in his top 10 songs recommended to him, which im very happy abt, i dunno if i mentioned it, i still get the feeling like im getting hit by a truck when this guy says im his friend or he says hi to me in the hall. delusion and The Devil have been telling me i cant trust him cus he still talks to some scumbags who were part of the group of people who sexualised me and my self identification around rabbits, like calling me a zoophile and a bottom in public, made jokes abt a guy in that group "railing" me and along with all that completely fetishising my lack of physical gender transition, then completely dumped me out of the blue last year even tho they also made shit up abt him aswell, which ill never understand still talking to people who do that kinda shit.... shit this was ment to be a happy blog uhhhh... i get to have class with him tomorrow so thats good, but The Devil keeps telling me im being used to get more shit on me.

im gonna try fight the awful loud ass weekend speakers blasting music in the city here n go to that thrift shop i like that has all the old 40 year old rave shit, or maybe just button ups again... ik im like the only irish person on here, let alone the only corkonian, but nine crows fucks so hard when it comes to vintage clothes, makes me feel like my weird chubby slightly masculine build ass can pull off a short skirt.
ive absolutely no style, im like a 6 shirts, 3 pairs of jeans kinda guy so getting nice clothes is always cool

uhhhhhh if i think of anything nice ill add it here uhhhhhh