since m93 shut down in june 2021:

had a whole whirl-wind of relationships, friendships, hookups all pretty much before and after i turned 18
had a situationship boyfriend from july 2021-22 after he was just really cold to me when i stayed with him for 2 weeks, some of the best times of my life but he decided to part from me not the other way around
friend i met in june or july 2021 randomly blocked me a couple weeks before my birthday and i had multiple ppl message him so i could get my damn instax camera back lol
body count went from 2 to 10 but really i only count probably 7 or 8
turned 18 and the Incident occured where we took too much cbd gummy and threw up on my floor
started T on 1/15, almost a year now
got my own car!
went to florida! spring break 2022 had a lot of fun and spent a lot of money
made a 27 on the ACT :)
made a 5 on the eng lit and comp test - the only one in my class :) i definitely didn't finish all three essays though so idk how
quit my first job i worked at from july 2021-22
got my drivers license!
went to chattanooga for 2 weeks, had to take the highway not the interstate so it took 4 hours instead of 2, had never driven more than an hour at once before -- went well actually
met the current love of my life 2 days before i had to leave chatt, took her on a date on a whim after we connected on the fact that we both love fallout equestria, so thanks to who wrote that i otherwise might not have gone out with her
the night after the first date we went on a second and boned lol
started a new job in august! i like it pretty good just wish people would stop quitting or getting fired
started my senior year of highschool - yes im a 19 year old senior :(
turned 19 and didn't die - nothing bad happened on my birthday for once
started my first dual enrollment class and passed it
started AP Art >:( never take it you will kill yourself
had two other easy classes bc the school messed up my schedule
started the new year off with a bang (literally)

and i'm slated to:
take 3 dual enrollment classes this semester
graduate in may
attend one of two colleges - accepted into both that i applied to :)
hopefully- get at least a 3 or ideally a 4 or 5 on my AP Art portfolio

things i didn't do:
get any tattoos or piercings after i turned 18 because im so choosey and miserly
catch any stds
do any drugs or alcohol besides trying out getting tipsy once and the Incident on my 18th birthday

yo fucking . myspace deleted my blogs i had in the other one cos it went over 4000 characters and didn't tell me ..... fuck... so here's whatever i salvaged

1 40 AM 4/25
it has been a minute once again but :) el stupido adhd brain go fizzzzzzzzzzzz... had anime club every week since last post and i already drug my friend d-d-d-dj tourettes into it too heheheheheh
mrs w the epic librarian who runs anime club got rid of a bunch of manga after club its the first time shes had to purge that section since theres so many weebs but since we were at club i got first pick of what i wanted to take home
i got 3 volumes of yen plus along with some misc stuff, twilight graphic novel, 2 parody gn's, and a manga called dollis that looked weird and fucked up i flipped thru like 3 pages and there was GRAPHIC CONTENT and im like. oh. and mrs w was like ? is there somethin weird in it haha and im like. yea 3 pages in and thers data expunged
like 2/3 thru with the twilight one and i like it all the stuff i picked out is that older anime style like the one from 2008-2010 thats epic
on another note i'm reading interview with the vampire and its sooo good i really like it, u can really picture everything i already drew fanart for it im such a dweeb
here's the free book haul:

and here's the fan art:

and here's something i'm working on in art class:

been getting back into the sims and of course the kandi making has died down but i crocheted for the first time in a few months earlier today so thats good ig, i made some granny squares

12AM 4/8
HEY GUYS XOXO sorry for not checking in often! i have adhd and its hard for me to remember or use sites other than chat stuff without getting burnt out super quick, plus kandi is currently my hyperfixation qwq but watch it last another week at most haha o.o anyways! after spring break they made all the kiddies come back to school which is stupid but-- it means my friends r back :333 so we're having anime club tomorrow after school in person for the first time this schoolyear x3!! everything is going good, my english teacher got up from his seat while we were working to tell me my narrative was "spectacularly good" :P i like creative writing a lot but i'm also not a suuper creative person and i have a really hard time getting things started, once i get going its all good tho i can finish it easy. anyways rn i've been reading girl in a cage its really good if you like historical fiction i guess? i don't especially care for that genre but i love how its written, theres use of celtic and scots in dialogue and such, tho i skip the parts about her before she gets caged just cos its a little boring. its broken up chapter by chapter like ones her in the cage for a day and the other is her before she gets caught. since its like olden times it reminds me of my mom's former cousin's books haha, i loved them tho i shouldn't have read them when i did cos of the sex scenes. they were really good from what i remember, like it was medieval and fantasy stuff and i dont tend to like that so much but i really liked it in that. anyways this has been super long but like i said once i get going its a little hard to stop, adhd xD but ! final note -- i'm gona get vaccinated soon since its super easy to in TN, i could have like last month maybe but just haven't bothered but i'm making an appointment soon :# xoxo stay safe

2AM 3/30
makin kandi :3 purrrrr... someone buy me pony beads plx! :p

5PM 3/24
just now realizing that the real genre i like is shoegaze... thing is a lot of shit can be shoegaze, like all dreampop is shoegaze but not all shoegaze is dreampop, teen suicide i'm realizing now is shoegaze lol
been listening to a place to bury strangers 2day theyre really good shoegaze :}
also - i finished editing my css it took a while but the base is by sophie go follow her
uhmmm other than that...
oh wait yea so my stepdad's going 2 the store and i'm makin him get ponybeads so i can learn 2 make kandi.. my friend travis can but we don't talk much and it takes him a while to get the right colors an stuff. i wana make a kandi mask to go over my actual 1 or sumthing
oh oh and i finished haunting of hill house we were reading it for class, not my fave but its alright-
anyway see u 2nite maybe for another blog or a playlist or something, idk if anyone will read these but they're cathartic

xoxo :}

8PM 3/24
THNX so much for all the friend rq’s :)
heres sum book recs
THE BLOOD COVEN VAMPIRES SERIES by mari maricusi (kewl name)
vampz :^£ super cool i really like the first book (from sunnys perspective) i’m on the fourth now, the rest of the books after the first r from rayne’s perspective.. shes a vampire vampire-slayer goth girl :D
GIRL IN A CAGE by jane yolen
THE FOREST OF HANDS AND TEETH SERIES by carrie ryan
zombiez :0 the first book is REALLY good i loved the first like quarter but the rest is good too, i didnt like the second book as much bcuz its from the daughter of the girl from the first books perspective, i need 2 read the third 1 its from a diff perspective again too
i’ll post more l8r guyz :} seeyaaaa