i know ive been gone for a while... ive been busy.

i detransitioned, realized i'm demisexual, realized i have shit parents, got kicked out, and now living with a friend. 2026 is so fucking odd.

anyway for ppl reading this, never give up. even when life is hard. have a good day <3

i'm never gonna let you down guys
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(seriously tho, i can't give up... ik some people are active :3)

haiiii!!
i hope chat is doing well! i recently was told about a diy hairspray solution!!! i haven't tried it yet BUT will be soon! i am running out of hair spray at the moment... BUT i still have enough for a sealant!! thank you ej and styx, i love yall so much!!

you'll need:

• 40% Egg whites
• 40% Elmers
• 20% water
• multiple spray bottles :3

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  i'm most likely gonna eyeball it but i think imma do 40/40/20!! if anyone wants to try it, please lmk if it worked for you! i am going to do this when i get the wigs! saving my hairspray for it too!! BTW YOU'LL NEED MULTIPLE SPRAY BOTTLES BC THE SPRAY WILL GUM YOUR NOZZLE!!
  thx for readingggg ttyl!!

• Zella

this is written in 2/9/2026. i hope you'll find this. i'm not sure who you are quite yet but i hope to be with you till the day we die. i love the though of growing old with you. you're always on my mind... i'm not sure who you'll be or what gender you are, but i'll still love you. you are special.

when you finish reading this, please answer some questions. DMs or in my comment section... preferably in comments, because i want everyone to know how much i love you. please do this when you're actually my spouse!

• What am i like with you?
• am i treating you right?
• am i strong?
• am i taller than you?
• what's one thing you like about me?
• name two parts of my body you like.
• do you ever want kids?
• if there one thing you could change about me, could you tell me?
• is there a character you see me as?
• is my voice different?
  and finally....
• am i your good boy?

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i love you. <3

so,
i was taking a shower, and as i got out. i look up and screamed at a HUGE ASS SPIDER. and started flipping out. at first i opened the door and told my mom to come look at it and as i closed the door, THAT BITCH GOT CLOSER AND I START FLIPPING OUT MORE! then i opened the door and he fell out off the wall and start walking on my damn clothes. so i ran out, got the lysol spray and repeated "GET FUCKED!!" at it while i sprayed at it. it fell off to the ground i scrambled to get a shoe, THEN i SMASHED THE SHIT OUTTTA IT. then i got some tp and flushed it.