Context on why i wanted to kill myself

You might have seen a blog i made that said i wanted to kill myself and i won’t anymore but read the text below for more context

so basically i was born with anger issues and when i’m having a mental breakdown basically i start to have a another personality where i get pretty violent to me and others and i also say really bads words and when my mental breakdown ends i remember everything i did and i have some really big guilt after and for that mental breakdown the guilt was so bad that i just wanted to do the worse althought now i’m feeling a bit better and i won’t do the worse

Also thanks to jgygghbhjhf for caring about me when i wasn’t feeling good and also thanks to everyone i talked to on all myspace93 clones